Now I finally see what you’ve done,
Left with me friends not a one.
Though quiet endlessly I can talk,
And somehow prevented on this way to walk.
Prefer that my words reserved for you?
No issue, this I can certainly do.
But my constant loneliness you should know,
Nowhere else, only to your lotus feet I go.
Just from one look at Tulsidas to get,
And mind immediately righteously set.
Care not from where it did come,
Now of focused mission just one.
To glorify the Supreme Lord ever still,
Pages with devotional wisdom to fill.
And honor and memory of Tulsidas to prop,
Welcoming responsibility, the ball not to drop.
Friends of mine see many,
But give benefit do any?
The most to me who gave?
From ocean of nescience to save.
From sadhu a gift of value,
Knowledge of authenticity true.
For guilt-free conscience to rightfully earn,
Gift of devotion to spread, favor to return.
O Lord please know that I’m weak,
Material rewards so quickly I seek.
Like your brothers staying strong,
For resolve in devotion I long.
Lakshmana, Bharata and Shatrughna stay,
On righteous path, showing me the way.
To trifles so much importance I give,
Rather for your interest I should live.
With devotees advised to associate,
From saintly men never disassociate.
But if speakers in ignorance what about?
And with common sense and virtue without?
Their company shouldn’t I shun?
Fast from the stupid my instinct to run.
As names of Lord repeated some worth,
Even if in basic knowledge a dearth.
O Lord just look what I do,
So much tolerated just for you [smile].
Innocence surely we like,
Makes for a pleasing sight.
For one to always keep in the mind,
Think of Lakshmana, brother following behind.
Not a selfish thought in him one,
Only of how Rama’s work to be done.
This my favorite image to keep,
To bring joy to me always a heap.
Why desire to become You?
Rather prefer service to You.
In that work not to stop,
Baton of devotion never to drop.
Your running in Vrindavana mind to see,
With Your friends vision pleasing to me.
To serve You is soul’s business understood,
Devotional principles to bring ultimate good.
But in me selfishness only to preside,
In You my innermost thoughts to confide.
Whether praised by all or none no care.
At your beautiful vision I’ll always stare.